All-Fear-Death

Every scar I have is forced Every mark is a different story Every story has a truth But my truth is your lie You never believe me You always laugh at me You leave me in the dark With these tears in my eyes I smile with fake joy I hate with a passion I love knowing I've lost And I live just to die With nothing to live for You give me hope With you by my side I will never again cry I get now scars every moment But I made a promise I would stop These fears I love by will be no more I will never again make new lines Just promise me You won't leave me.

For years we've loved... But we have never spoken a word... We stayed silent... Afraid of rejection... When in all of reality... We were scared of the same thing... Sometimes I regret not saying anything... Sometimes I think it was for the best... You and I have a special bond... One that cannot be so easily broken... I see you in my life forever... I hope you feel the same... I will always be there for you... And I know you would do the same... Love keeps us together... But sometimes I'm scared it will tear us apart... We've both agreed... But is it true...? Can this part of my life really be this simple...? This amazing a

Sitting in front of me is the damned red shirt... His music blasting the songs of his life... I can't even believe we used to talk... Used to love... He looks back here every minute... Looking for my eyes... But i won't give him the pleasure... He wants me to know his pain... But it was caused all by himself... His scars stretch across his body... The marks of pain in his past... He blames me for his recent blood spilled... He says not to go to his funeral... But I know he won't do it... The time we used to spend made me cry... I know I've hurt you... I regret everything that I've done... Move on with your life... You only h

I have never felt this feeling before… This feeling of complete despair… It's absolutely horrible… As though I can't even breathe… My mind is running wild… From what you said to me… I truly thought… I thought you were going to end it… End us… But that wasn't the case… You thought the same… Because of a small bump… You thought I would end it all… But that wasn't the case… Because I made a promise… To be with you forever… How can I keep that promise…? If we're not together…? You know I love you… Forever and always… And you know I mean every word… And I know you mean it too… We are going to be together forever… Until the p

I used to dream about happy places… I used to be able to smile without feeling a tightness in my chest, knowing that I was lying to the world… These scars are for every moment I made you cry… Every moment of my life I live in fear that I will lose you forever… That fear has become a reality because you're gone. I can't breathe without knowing that you still are… I used to defend myself… Saying that I'm only doing what I am because it is for someone else… But not this time… This time I am being selfish… And for the first time in my life I can mess up with that choices I make and not from the advice of others… I cannot tell y